Low morale.. Keep moving on.. No looking back..

Here are the questions I have failed to answer these past days, and the excuses (hopefully its valid).

1) Seets Money demand question

I will argue that he did not even go through ISLM when setting this question about money demand and ISLM. I will also argue that he did not teach us what is economic activity, and after 90 percent of the people took the paper, they sounded confused by economic activity. Hence, as he did not teach us what is economic activity, it was vaguely set by him.

2) LM shifting in a flexible rate

I feel I got this one correct, as I was thinking that LM can move first (knee jerk) effect, and then IS shifts. I think too complicated in this question.

3) Tutorial on Asymmetric Information

This question, I have no excuses. I am weak thats all.

4) Cost curves (constant return to scale)

I feel I did not have enough time for this question (only 2 mins). If I had done it at home, I would have got it correct.

Overall, 1, 3, and 4 without the excuses, I could have got it correct.

But NO excuses. I got 4 questions wrong in 2 days. Thats no excuse. I have to face it, and MOVE ON. I shall now look forward to tackling my next question, and get it right from now.

If we were to think positively, these are HUGE learning points for me. Hence its a good thing that I got these questions wrong, as they will be engraved in my brain forever.

Lastly, I know Mark said I have quantum leap. However, on the bus ride home today, I know I have quantum leap. I could do question 4, but it was just a matter of time. I have quantum leap, but I cannot do it in a short period of time. Thats not good enough. I shall work on it. One example is the perfect competition question on market supply and individual firm supply. I eventually got the question right, when people cant. But i took 25/36 mins which was long enough. I have to work on this ability by practising more. Like my dearling said, I lack experience and practise now. I hope that ability and knowledge wise i'm there, but not exam wise.

- Bengbeng! :)

My Dear boy has the most patience in the world :)

Dear 蹦蹦

I know today I am behaving very badly. I'm really sorry for that :( But I just cannot take it that why am I slower and why am I slow in everything. I just felt very angry when that thought came to my mind. And when you could do it and I couldn't I felt even more angry. I really wanted to kick your bed frame and throw everything on the floor just now. I was really that angry. Honestly, I was jealous that you could do it and I couldn't but more of it was because I'm angry that I'm always slower than others. But Dear you just continue to console me 2 times in a row today. I'm really touched and blessed. Really. I realised that if u weren't here, I would have just given up or hate EOE to the core. But because of you, I told myself that I have to get it right. I have to get EOE into my head AND I will try to control my anger on this. Dear I really salute you. All these times you always console me and be by my side. I feel so ashamed of myself because I haven't been doing that. I only know how to get angry at you. I will learn this from you I swear. Dear I love you a lot and I just wanna say you're the best :)

MUACKS!

~Your MehMeh <3

Happy Birthday My Dear Boy! :D

蹦蹦!

Today marks the start of the 22nd year of your life :) 蹦蹦生日快乐! Sorry Dear, today I will lie to you a lot of times but I just wanna give you surprises xD I want you to kena stun :) Hehehehehehe! xD

Dear, you told me that you don't wanna put 2 big candles and 2 small candles cos you don't wanna remind yourself that last year you didn't have a cake on your birthday. It's alright dear from this year onwards, you will have cake on your birthday :) But I'm sorry this year you only have a slice and not a full cake :( Cos I'm afraid the cake can't be finished and it's fattening :( Sorry! I promise you, even if it's not your birthday I will still buy a full cake for you :) Just wait for it ok? Cos we've been eating too much fatty stuffs these few days. I'm so sorry my dear! :( This promise will be fulfilled soon! :)

蹦蹦, this year your birthday will be a simple one cos of budget deficit. Next year will be different :) I actually felt very sad that your birthday this year is that simple :( I didn't plan anything for you :( I'm not creative at all :( Sowwie Dear, everytime you will surprise me but this time I only give you a small surprise :( Next year will be different already!

Oh ya by the way 蹦蹦, I lied to you a lot of times just because of today you know. Hehe! xD I'll tell you what happened after you read this post xD Just don't be angry! :P And 蹦蹦 you better don't screw my plans later I tell you. Hopefully you will be a good 蹦蹦 and listen to everything I say xD And hor, I couldn't sleep last night leh. I think it was because of the iced milk tea I drank last night and also because of today! xD I kept thinking and planning the things I'm gonna say and do today and I'm super duper excited! Hehehehehe! I really really really hope everything will go according to my plan and nothing screws up. *fingers crossed*

Happy Birthday my Dear 蹦蹦 <3 I love love you and I miss miss you! I want to meet you now! xD

~Your MehMeh

Blissful Four Days :)

Hello blog,

I just went through a blissful four days with my darling. We just came back from Genting.

These four days, have been extremely important to me. I have looked after her, and she have looked after me. However tired I was on the bed in the hotel, I was glad that I still accompanied my dearling to shop. After the cruise experience, I want my darling to know that however tired I am, I will be there to accompany her to do what she likes..

What I will miss from this genting experience is the amount of shopping that we did, and of course, the amount of chatting I had with my darling during the wee hours, walking around genting. I really felt much closer to her during this genting trip.

I also just want to tell my darling, that I feel very blissful these four days. We look as if we have been together for years already, at the way we looked after each other. Now, I know my darling will miss these moments. However, we also know we have cherished these moments well.

Darling, this is definitely not the end. It is just the starting of our relationship. I look forward to going overseas with you more in the future! :) Yes I will miss them, but I will look forward more to the future trips to Penang etc!

Darling, we rested enough already. Now is time for the new semester of studying! I promise you when I teach you, it will not be as bad an experience as the past. I know both of us are looking forward to it! I love you darling! :)

-Boiboi :)

Date of 8th Months

Hello dearling,

Today I am very very happy! Today is our date of 8 months. Date having 2 meanings hehe!

Dearling, I would like to say sorry that I gave you very little surprises when we are together. I hope today's surprise really did make u happy!

I also had a great dinner at Manhatten Fish Market with my dearling. We ordered great food and of course her favourite.... FRIES!!!!! Dear, after that night, did you know how happy I am? It just felt like our very first night when I asked u the magical question..

But, Its okay! There will be alot more anniversaries more to come. Dearling, I will try to make more surprises for you ok? I just want you to be happy.. :)

-Boiboi :)

Dearling swims like a monster!!!

Hello dearling,

Today, I am so so proud of you. You overcame your fear of water to eventually learned to swim today!

Dearling, you know how happy I feel when you could swim on your own? I dont care how far u swim, or how near u swim. I am just very very happy that after sooo long, you have successfully learned swimming.

Dearling, another thing is that, I hope u can see that when I am teaching u just now, I am loving you alot, and showering you with love and care. I really enjoy teaching you swimming today. Every time you fail in the water, I just want you to know that dear dear is beside you as your pillar. Hehe :P With all these said, I want dearling to jiayou ok!!

I love love love my dearling!!

-Boiboi :)

My Dear Zu Yao loves me a lot :)

Dear Dear,

I wanna thank you for loving me so much. What your mum said that night is really true and I already saw it when we just got together. It is every girl's dream and wish for a guy to love her so much :) I'm glad my dream came true and my wish is fulfilled :) I told you that night that I only understand you 10%. I didn't lie and I didn't exaggerate. I really don't understand you well enough. 90% more to go my Dear :) I learned a lot during these 8 months. Everytime we quarrel, I know u even more. Forgive me when I make mistakes again :( It's just hard to change. And I know this applies to you too. I know you've changed a lot and you're trying to change now. I'm really happy abt that :)

I love you my Dear for loving me.

~Your MehMeh <3

I feel lost :(

Dear BoiBoi,

You know, I realised something. I realised that I will feel very lost whenever I don talk to you on the phone before I sleep :( Just now I was watching my Hong Kong drama but all the time I was thinking of you :( The show very touching you know! I cried until very jialat leh! I feel like hugging you but I can't hug you :( You see la! It is now a habit for me to talk to you before I sleep. 你很坏！因为你没有跟我讲电话才去睡觉！Hehe! xD I'm just joking la, I know you're tired. But all your fault, cos you make me addicted to you :( I am going to punish you when I meet you!

PS: I enjoyed the thai steamboat dinner with you my dear! I feel so 幸福！

I love you!

~Your MehMeh <3

All thanks to my Dear Zu Yao :)

Dear Peeps who are reading this blog and of cos my Dear Dear,

I wanna complain about a few things. As all of you know that the DE results are out, and I got only a pass. Here are my results,

Econs 35
Math 1 67
Math 2 70
Stats 1 66
Stats 2 58
POA 73

The reason for me getting a pass is because I didn't get 40 and above for my econs. 5 more marks and I would have gotten my merit. 5 marks and I can jump 2 classifications. Come to think of it, this system of classification is stupid. It's really ridiculous to jump 2 classifications when u get only 5 more marks. To me, I really feel that it is very unfair. My merit flew away just like that. I worked damn fucking hard just to show myself and most importantly my Mum that I am not lazy and I can get the results I want. But my mum just said, "你的成绩真的很烂！你没有用功读书！" That is what I hear from her. I was really feeling very down and when I thought of what my Mum said, I just broke down and cry. This world is not fair at all, nothing is fair and it will never ever be fair. Ok, enough of the negative part.

The good side of all this is that I'm really proud of my POA. I've never ever gone from a fail to A. I'm really happy about it. And most importantly, ZY made this possible for me. Really a gazillion thanks to my Dear Dear! Muacks! <3

Now I feel that all the crying that happened to me when ZY was teaching me is really worth it. It made me change my attitude and determination. And Dear Dear I really thank you for being so patient even though I cry countless times. You never ever leave me when I cry :) I really am fortunate for having you as my boyfriend :) Also, you will always think of solutions for me. Things like the study plan you have before prelims and the courses you advice me to take really helped me super a lot. Now, I'm aiming for 1st class honours. I'm serious in shutting my mum's mouth. Lastly, I hope all of you guys will move on and find solutions to your problems :)

I love my Dear Dear Hong Zu Yao the most! <3

~Your MehMeh who got a fail to an A for POA. Hehe! <3

Results day

2.08am, here I am blogging about our results.

First and foremost, we do not talk about intro to econs here. As from now, it will be irrelevent.

In my heart, my Hui Tien has gotten a merit. I do NOT care if anyone asks me for her result. I will say merit.

To my darling:

Dearling, you have done me very very proud :) You got an A from a failure in POA. This shows you are a person who can study and produce results. Think of this, as a great, if not greatest comeback that you have ever made, and this has showed you that, impossible is nothing.

Dearling, I am very happy for your results. You have started late, and this is what you have achieved. How does it compare to our friends who started early? I'd say, you have done excellent. Well done and give yourself a pat on the back (but i prefer medium rare)

Dearling, remember what I have told you ok. Now you have known, distinction was so near. First class honours must be nearer. I know you can, and you know you can. Trust me and trust yourself. Thats the most important thing. I love you.

Dearling, this time, we will walk the journey together. No more snowballing. You have your dear dear with you now. I just want to tell you, no matter how much you leave me (at e-hub), no matter how much u cry, your dear dear will always be with you. I will make sure you will do well next year. I love you.

To everyone:

Dear all,

I have gotten a Distinction in my Diploma.

Before this, I dug a very big hole for myself to die in. Low results for A levels and seeing my brother score straight A's in A levels.

Today, I have proven everyone wrong. That I am of studying material and I can match my brother.

Firstly, I will like to thank my dearling, Hui Tien. She is the pillar of my support. She inspires me to work hard in my academic and she supports me emotionally when I am weak. When I had choices which I couldnt decide, the first person to advise me is her. When I burst out in anger, the first person who touches (sayang) my heart is her. When I feel sad emotionally, the first person who cares is her. When I am happy, the first person I hug and smile at is her. I really really thank and love her alot. I hope that I will make her day tomorrow when she sees this blog post. Without her, there will never be such a great turning point as today. I shall dedicate my distinction to her as well as one other person I shall mention later.

Secondly,

I will like to thank my family. My family was the one that showed me the light when I was immature.

My mum - small little advices from her to tell me to pace myself properly is a masterstroke. Even though, these are just small little advices, they mean a great deal to me. Like what Hui Tien has said, I listen to my mummy the most. I thank her for the light that she has given me. Thank you mummy. :)

Ah gong -Ah gong, even though, illiterate, made me realise how important my family members are. He had never lost faith in me even if that worst thing that happened in my life. He believed in me till the end. Words can never describe the faith that he has put in me. Ah gong, now i return you your faith and trust. I have done it and did a good job academically. I dedicate this distinction to you. :)

Ah ma- She only works in the house, cleaning clothes, washing dishes and preparing food for me. Although all these she has done is little to everyone, without all this, I will not have been a chubby boi boi and a healthy guy sitting for the DE exam. Her little chores are responsible for a comfortable life I am living in. Thank you ah ma. :)

My brother - Well, only 3 words describe him. I hate him. He is my competitor in academic. Like my darling said, if I do not love him, why bother posting all these here. It is because of HIM that is why, i have worked so bloody hard, to show everyone, I can do what he has done. Now I have done it. Thank you for the competition. We shall compete more next few years. Watch out for my first class honours and masters!

Thirdly, I would like to thank my friends, namely, Wei Seong, You Sheng, Charles, Daryl, Audrey, and even Gifford. They were the ones who make my life in school an interesting one. Before this DE, I have no friends at all. And they were the ones in school always making me laugh and having fun. However, I did have one regret. I regretted not helping them as much as I have helped my darling. I hope they will forgive me. This distinction will not be possible if I had to go SOLO all the way in DE. Thank you guys. You guys rock.

Lastly, I would like to thank Willis. When I had no friends, he was the one who asked me out to play pool and sing K. He accompanied me all the way during my ACCA period until DE started. I would like to say sorry that I have not been going out with you these months. However, again, distinction will not be possible without your constant nagging before school starts, to be consistent, hardworking, and dont f*** around anymore just like JC. :D I have listened to you and applied it tremendously. Thank you willis. You will always make a great friend.

Now marks a new journey, a new target, a new war. First class honours. Clean sweep. I will be relishing it soon. And I know I want it more than anyone..

-Boiboi :)

Distinction class of 2011

Waiting for OUR results, not my results!

Dearling,

Do u know why I am so anxious for the results? This is because I am waiting for OUR results, not my results.

Your results is my results too dearling. The results, definitely will have some elements of surprise, both good and bad. The bad surprises, I will be there for you dearling and dun think too much of it.

However, dearling, I want you to focus on the good ones. :) I prefer both of us focus on the good results together. Dearling jiayou! I just want to tell you i'll be there for you on that day. The merit WILL be yours :) I love you dearling. Muacks!

-Boiboi :)

PS 60 is a very very good result for econs :) no worries ok? :P

Sorry dearling... i miss you too..

Dearling,

Sorry for being like a drug and a medicine to you. I told you le, no need to miss me ok? Because I am made such that I will be by your side forever.

You know dear, I wanted to blog about this days ago.

No matter how tight I am, no matter what kind of difficulties face me, I will do whatever, and i mean whatever, i can to see you smile. Just like how i have been treating you to good food.

Dear, i only have six words for you..they are 你不要再吵了!! hehe xD

The six words are I just wanna see you smile :)

I love you dearling.

-Boiboi :)

My Dear Dear did this to me :)

Dear Dear,

Do you knew that you're like a drug. When I say drug, I mean ecstacy, heroine, etc. You know why? Cos every time you're not by my side, I will have the "missing you" syndrome. I will feel sad and all I want to do is to hug you :( You see la! You make me become until like that. All my Dear Dear's fault!!! But!!! I like it xD Cos I like to miss you :) It makes me think of all the things we have done :) The most ironic thing is you are both the drug and the medicine. Hehehehe! I love you! <3

~Your MehMeh <3

Somethings that I wanna telll you...

Dear Dear,

MeiMei is really very happy today cos you bought clothes for me! :) But MeiMei felt sad too cos I really don't want you to spend too much money on me YET xD Cos you just started work only and you havent even got ur first pay yet :( But I really wanna thank you for willing to do anything to make me happy :) My Dear Dear is the best bf in the world! :)

Secondly, I wanna tell you that I will not like ur status on FB. Cos to me, it is a status filled with hatred and that is the last thing I want my Dear Dear to have. Dear Dear, hating a person is very tiring. I wouldn't want you to be unhappy because you hate someone. I want my Dear Dear to be happy. I want him to smile everyday and sing all kinds of Mao Mao song to me. I want to see =E| on my Dear Dear's face every time, just like how it was in the past. I wanna tell you a story. My supervisor, Annie, told me a true story. She said that her cousin set up a business and he asked his own sister to help him in the accounts of the company. And you know what happened? His sister doctored the accounts and she kept reporting losses every year. But in fact, she took the money for her own investments. I wanna tell you that, there are all kinds of people in this world and even your own family can harm you. Yes it is sad and very hurting. But if it cannot be solved, then the best way is to let go.

I really hope you can let go of this someday. I know it will be difficult, but don't worry cos you have me and also all your friends by your side :)

Dear Dear 我爱你！不要害怕我会离开你，因为这是不可能的事 <3

~Your MehMeh

New clothes for my dearling..

Hello dearling,

First, I like to say sorry for being so aggressive yesterday. I hope you can forgive me for my actions on the phone and understand why. I know you have been the most understanding person i've ever met.

Dear, do you know I am very afraid of losing you? I'm afraid that because of my temper, you will leave me alone. However, on the other hand, if that is the case, it is also fine with me. Not because I dont want you. But because i want you to be happy, which is why I bought the new clothes for you today.

I bought new clothes for my dearling today and she is very happy! I just want my dearling to know that I really really love her alot and i just want her to be happy. I ask for no actions in return. My dearling is the prettiest lady in my eyes. I love my dear.

-Boiboi :)

I will work my blood and sweat off.. just for my darling..

Dear blog,

Recently, I have an unconfirmed offer of a job. Willis told me that this job may be his. He warned me that I may have to OT until 10pm everyday.

Yes I dont like to OT. I prefer to slack.

But if I have to OT, I will OT for my darling, the thoughts of her being happy when i treat her food and holidays, thats what I will OT for.

I just want to tell my darling, when i feel low, tired and knocked out during work, I will always think of my darling, that I must continue, just for her happiness. When I am dying while working, you are the reason to make me continue. I love you darling. Muacks :)

-Boiboi :)

Changelog!

Hello dearling,

I have made some changes to the blog.

1) USS pictures uploaded. Refer to May post!

2) Baking day pictures uploaded.

3) Our happy family uploaded.

YAY!!!

-Boiboi :)

I love my dear..

Dear blog,

Today I just want to share that I love my darling alot.

Even though, every man tells their girlfriend they love her, and I am just another ordinary guy. But I just want to know, even if I am ordinary to everyone, just saying I love you I love you, I want my darling to feel that shes special thats all. When she talks about N today, she was laughing, but I am serious. Because in my heart, theres only my darling. She will always be unique and special to me.

Today, she cleaned up my table for me. Shes a really good girlfriend. And I am very afraid of losing her. I am just trying to cherish every of my time with her. Thats why I insist on taking the bus back with her today.

Thats all I want to say. I love my darling, but I will just be another ordinary guy :)

-Boiboi :)

PS What are words if you really dont mean them when you say them?

I mean every word I say. And i mean if just now if the same thing happen to you as Chris (touch wood :)) I will stay by you. Because I am your dear dear.

Something that I really want to say to my Dear Dear...

Dear Dear,

Just now while I was on bus 28 talking to you about ur plan of setting up a tuition centre, I felt very excited and happy that you have this plan in mind. Cos to me, it is as though you're responsible for ur future and also you have a goal in mind. I really felt very safe and happy for you. But a few days ago, you couldn't make a decision on what you should do for the time being. That made me really disappointed in you. Cos to me it was only a very simple decision. But you took a few days to decide. And during that few days, I really felt very tired of talking abt that issue. Dear Dear, I want to tell you that I'm sorry. I'm sorry for being so childish and immature. I feel that I have not done my job as a girlfriend standing by you and giving you much support. All I know was to get tired and make sacarstic remarks. I realised that while walking home just now. I told myself that everyone has this kind of situation whereby they just don't know what decision to make. And the most important thing for me as a girlfriend to do is to just listen to you and support you. Don't worry Dear Dear, I learn something again all thanks to you :) You always make me think and grow up. Thank you my Dear Dear!!!

Secondly, I really hope that you will be able to set up a tuition centre in future and I can help you in that business too :) Cos I forsee that you will really enjoy that job and you will have a bright future :) I will be there for you my Dear :) I love you!

~Your MehMeh <3

I love my Dear Dear!

Dear blog,

My Dear Dear is very bad cos he always make me feel like crying and I have to force myself not to cry cos otherwise my family members will think that I'm crazy xD And you Dear Dear, you keep asking me to stop blogging. Can you just let me blog in peace?

Dear Dear, forget it I don't want to blog already cos you keep yaking beside my ear till I can't think of anything to blog. You see la!

But I just wanna say that I love you so much that I wanna announce to the whole world! Muacks! You make my day!!! :)

~Your MehMeh <3

My darling got a job!!

Hello darling,

U cant describe how happy I am when you got the phone call saying that u got the job. :) and shit you because I cannot type properly because you are distracting me :D

Darling, I know that you want to become the woman behind my back. I tell you something now. I also want to become the man behind your back. Thats why I am caring for you so much, as in wanting to send you in the morning, picking you up after u finish work and recceing the place along with you.

Whenever you feel stress, you can always call me during work ok? Just think of me during work and you will be fine. Think of all the good times we had together. I know you will survive this two months, because you are guru's darling. Hehe trust yourself and that I will be always by your side ok?

I love you. Muacks! :))

-Boiboi :)

PS This post got cut short, because u called me on the phone u meh meh. hehehe! And sorry for lying to you that I am typing an essay :P

IKEA!!!!

Hello blog!!

Its since a long time I blogged. I just want to share the experience going to IKEA with my darling!!

Although, today's outing to IKEA is only a short while, I feel very happy shopping with my darling at IKEA. This is because I can forsee us shopping for our furnitures in the future when we marry! Today, we were buying photo frames for my darling's brother. Looking at how picky my darling is when choosing the frame, I forsee a very good housefly in the future hehe!

I hope the next time we go back to IKEA is to buy the cupboard to store all the soft toys i caught for my darling! I love my darling lots lots! :))

-Boiboi :)

PS. I QUIT CATCHING FOR 2 WEEKS!!! :D

Dear Dear is extraordinary!

My Dear Dear just got a phone call from the person in charge of the Summer Program and passed the interview to the Summer Program in SIM!!! Yay! My Dear Dear is imba! Hehe! xD He is a very motivated and goal-oriented person :) I'm really happy that he got this chance cos it really will be a start for everything and most importantly, it will be a good start :) We really have to thank Mark Harris for this. Dear Dear, he is ur "gui ren". But also, my dear dear is really extraordinary. Hehe xD

Dear Dear, I just wanna tell you that I know and I expect you to be very focused in this program. I will support you all the way :) Just don't think too much and stress yourself. You know what will happen if u feel super stress de hor. 加油 my Dear Dear! 美美会一直在你身边！！！ Muacks!!!

~Your MehMeh <3

Baking day!

Yesterday was our first baking experience! Hehe! And we baked yellow butterfly cupcakes! :) My Dear Dear looked super serious while baking and I love to see his serious face. Hen shuai! xD I taught him how to use the electric mixer and the piping bag and he is super xi xin while baking :) However, we put too much mixture for 1 cupcake and it raised too high. And also, we added too much flour and so the cupcakes were not soft enough and it actually has the texture of scones :( Nevermind, we learnt a lesson and now we know how much flour to add in :)

The buttercrean was also too sweet, it's like eating one spoonful of sugar xD Sorry Dear Dear! I should have stopped when u told me to :( But mixing the icing sugar and the butter was really super fun cos I love to see the buttercream's texture. It's super smooth! xD

So in the end we baked 12 of them. My greedy Dear Dear ate 1 cos it looks super ugly and he took 7 of them back home. And guess what, his mum ate 2 of them and he finished the rest. Nzgbb! Hehehehe! My Dear Dear is so cute! I love him lots! <3

~Your MehMeh <3

PS Here are the cakes :))

Royal Carribean Cruise to Penang and Malacca with my Boy :)

I have decided not to blog about what happened during the cruise. I will write it somewhere and I know you know what I'm talking abt, Dear Dear :) I feel that writing it out will be more sweet and touching. That's y I decided not to blog abt it. Hehe! xD

But I just wanna say that my Dear Dear is willing to do anything for me :) Knowing that I do not have enough Malaysian Ringgit, he ran all the way to another shopping centre just to change SGD10. Dear Dear I'm really touched by your actions <3 And another thing is that while sitting the small boat to Malacca from the cruise, he was actually thinking of where to bring me to shop. He could have just reach there and walk around anywhere. But he thot of where to bring me. I really don't know how to describe how much he thinks and cares for me. Everything he do, he do it for me :) I really found the man I hoped for and I must treasure him :)

I love you so much my Dear! Thanks for everything that you've done for me and given me <3 Muacks!

~Your MehMeh <3

Cruise Cruise!

Hello blog,

I miss blogging hehe! Right now, I am tired after what happened the past few days that I can knock out any moment. And i'm sure my darling is tired too.

However... I'm also sure that we had LOTS of fun the past few days. 4 days of luxury on a cruise, and 1 whole day in the Universal Studios, all within a space of 6 days!!

I really hope my darling enjoyed the cruise trip! But me is very bad... me watch soccer, and end up cannot accompany my darling to listen to live band. :( Nevertheless, I'm very happy that my darling bought alot of things back home! Wallets and shoes! So happy for my darling hehe!

Now comes the sad part... I'm gonna stop blogging now and rest. After resting, I have to start looking for a job. But rest assured. I'm going to update this blog with pictures over this week! And from there, all the nice nice memories will fill my brain!! Hehe!! The memories of both of us together! And in exchange for these memories, however tired I am its so damn worth it! I love you darling!!!!

-Boiboi :)

PS Lastly, a donkey has joined our family!! Just for 9 dollars! :))

250511 USS Singapore with my beloved Dear Dear :)

Dear Dear, it's okay if the standard of USS Singapore is low or high. The most important thing is to go there with you :) No matter where I go, as long as you are there, I will be happy :) Today is the first time I experience this kind of thrilling rides with you and you are very boi boi because you shout very loud!!! Hehehe! xD

But Dear Dear I just wanna say that I really feel very happy seeing that you are happy too :) I just want my Dear Dear to be happy :) Seeing you shout and smile and laugh after every ride really make my day because I've never seen you so excited and happy before :) I really really hope that there will be more of these cos I want to hear my Dear Dear shout like a gu niang :) Hehehehe! xD Dear Dear I also can't thank you more enough because of the love you have for me. You paid for so much of my expenses because u noe that I don't have income. You will protect me when I'm scared and ask me why am I so sian cos you felt that I wasn't talking much. All these small things that you do really mean a lot to me :) I'm sorry Dear Dear that some point in time today I wasn't talking that much because I was feeling a little nausea and giddy. I guess I didn't have enough sleep and my body is deteriorating to the point whereby this kind of thrilling rides make me giddy :( But I know my Dear Dear will understand :)

I wanna take lots and lots and lots of photos with my beloved Dear Dear!!! I love you!!! Muacks!!! <3

~Your MehMeh <3

Universal Studios!!! Yippie!!

Dear darling,

I just want to tell you, at this moment that I am writing, I am feeling truly happy. This is the most happiest day of my life, same as Valentines day. This is because, I am spending the whole day, with the person I love.

There are only two words to describes experiences like this, and V day of course. Tiring, and fun. Its truly tiring to walk so much around Universal Studios/Marina Sands but its fun and worth it because like I said, I am spending these energy on the person I love.

Darling, even though I keep complaining the experience today is incomparable with the theme parks in Japan, I just want to let you know, the experience today, is very special to me. Just like my first Valentines day with you. These moments will truly be etched in my heart.

Darling, even though you may feel that this theme park is not up to the high standards that you thought, I just want you to know that I'm very happy that you are enjoying yourself. Let me apologise if Universal Studios Singapore is not up to standard. Here, if you have truly enjoyed the moments today, I hereby promise you, some time in life in the future, we will conquer Universal Studios Japan.

Darling, I really love you alot. I just cant describe how much i love you in words, or just how happy i am when i hear you scream on the roller coaster or smile at me after a ride. My vocabulary or english is not up to standard, but I know I am expressing the true feelings of how I feel. At least in simple english.

Darling, 我爱你! I hope that you enjoy the moments today. I love you, and rest well ya. Smile always! :)

-Boiboi :)

PS I know that 10 years later, when i see this post, I'll smile. :)

And now.. here are the photos. Enjoy!

My cute Dear Dear :)

It's okay my Dear, there is no need to say sorry :) I just want you to be happy :) And yes I'm happy that my BoiBoi is controlling himself so well :) I will be happy no matter what size of the soft toy is. Big, super big, small, tiny etc. Whatever size the soft toy is, I would still be as happy as ever. That's because YOU are the one who caught the soft toy for me :)

Thank You my Dear Dear for everything today! :) We've got 2 more new family members!!! Hehe! xD My Dear Dear is so pro! :)

~Your MehMeh <3

Skills in softtoy catching, my thoughts

Dear dearling,

My softtoys catching has improved since that suntec outing. However, i realised theres still alot to learn.

I know within a few tries, small soft toys will be caught.

However, i know that for big soft toys, this skill is not easy to be learnt. I have to spend much more money in order to catch big soft toys easily in less than 5 tries.

Therefore, I have decided, i will have to resist myself from catching big soft toys more often (as i realised there will be lots of sunk cost involved if u realised it too), unless in the future, I have lots of money. So dearling, your soft toys now will be small, but in the future, after I learnt the skills of soft toys catching, I promise you i will catch the big ones for u ok!

I hope you understand! Even though i know u will be happy that I somehow semi-quited catching the BIG soft toys, but i promise, in the future, the big ones will come.. when i am rich! :) I love you dearling, and sorry! :(

-Boiboi :)

The very best of our first Valentines Day :)

Sorry dearling, I will not speak much this post. I will let the pictures do the talking :)



Our sweet day starts :)



Our mocktails :)



Our romantic dinner :)

But this is not all between me and my darling. Here comes the main course :))













The boiboi finally smiles! :)





And after our flyer...






LAST but not least, my beloved dearling with her presents :)










And our love will last forever...



THE END...


-Boiboi :)

The lyrics that I wanna tell my Boi Boi :)

By My Side - David Choi

I just wanna hold you
I just wanna kiss you
I just wanna love you all my life
I normally wouldn't say this but I just can't contain it
I WANT YOU HERE FOREVER RIGHT HERE BY MY SIDE <3

All the fears you feel inside
And all the tears you've cried
They're ending right here
I'll heal your hardened soul
I'll keep you oh so close
Don't worry, I'LL NEVER LET YOU GO
YOU'RE ALL I NEED
YOU'RE EVERYTHING <3

I hope you like this :)

~Your MehMeh <3

The cute side of my Boi Boi :)

Initially, he calls me Mei Mei cos I was like a sister to him.

But after a mistake I made, he started calling me Meh Meh (which is very cute!) :)

Initially when he kiss my cheeks, he will say "mum mum mum!"

But now, he changes it to "Mao Mao Mao!" Hehehehehe! xD

He always say that my legs have a life of it's own because when he makes me laugh or smile, my legs will keep moving xD

When he says that I'm smelly, it means that I'm super nice smell. Hehehehe!

Lastly, he LOVES to call me Mama :)

My boy is sooooooooo cute!!!! I love him so much!

~Your MehMeh <3

Jokes of a meh meh playing dota!

Here are the jokes of a meh meh playing dota. Enjoy!

1)

Boiboi: Its tiny
Mehmeh: no its giant
Boiboi: its tiny
Mehmeh: nono its giant
Boiboi: its tiny!!
Mehmeh: nononoo its giant
Boiboi: Its TINY!!! ARGH!
Mehmeh: noooooooo! its a stone giant!

2)

Mehmeh: the tiny is so cute. Look at the way he walks! hehe so cute! I want to follow him. I wan to play with him! Yay I shall follow him!

-Boiboi :)

Something that will make you happy :)

Dear Dear,

You know just now when I got back home my maid was in my room reading her book. Then I took out the 2 soft toys that you caught for me just now and put it in the other plastic bag. She asked me, "Tien, how come almost everyday you will bring back soft toys? You're doing charity is it?" So I said, "Haha no la, all of these are caught by my bf. He used abt $90 to catch these 4 :)" She said, "Wa! Really! Your boyfriend love you a lot!"

Dear Dear I hope that sentence makes your day because another person knows that you love me a lot :) I'm sure in the near future my whole family will know how much you love me and how much you are willing to do for me :)

I love you!

~Your MehMeh <3

Soft toys ah soft toys...

Dear Dearling,

I am sorry I'm just too obsessed in catching toys. Its just that the two feelings of me winning the toy, and u smiling when i won the toy got too much of me.

If I followed what u said, I wont see u smile so happily often. However, if i do control myself like what u said, u will feel happy too. Sigh, i really dont know which to choose >.
But dearling, rest assured. Dear dear is aiming to strike a balance in toy catching. Not too obsessed for u to be happy, and at the meantime, still catching soft toys for u, but not too much of them. Like that, my 2 dreams will be fulfilled :)! I hope I can successfully do these :)

Jiayou Deardear :) I hope dearling is watching this :)

-Boiboi :)

A note to U..

Darling,

I just want to tell u, while chatting on steam, that I dont care if you ate the waffle late or not. Most importantly, I just want u to feel happy. Its my job and I'm blessed to give u the waffle to eat. Thats what important. And i feel happy giving the waffle for you to eat. And i enjoy making u happy.

I dont care, if I gave u a ring, and u threw it away. Only if you are happy. Thats all.

Because I love you. <3

-Boiboi :)

I heart you

This is my first post! Hehe! xD Dear Dear, I know next time there will be loads and loads of pictures and happy memories here :) I'm so excited to post all those pictures and memories here!!!

You are being a bad boy again, cos u make me feel like crying. That's why boy boys are evil and not angelic at all :)

Dear Dear, you're the sweetest guy on earth and actually there is a reason for me saying "bu yong la" when u suggested to create this blog. This reason cannot be out until I decided to tell you. Don't force me to say it cos I will not say it :)

I love you very very much my Dear!

~Your Meh Meh :)

Birth of this blog! Yay!

Hello dearling!

Yay! I'm so happy! Today is the birth of this blog! And its going to be busy for me coz I am going to upload loads of pictures of the two of us together! :) Our sweet memories! :) Hehe!

After this, I'll be looking forward to cruise and Universal Studio with my dearling!! Dearling stay tuned!! MAO MAO MAO!!

-Boiboi :)