My Dear boy has the most patience in the world :)

Dear 蹦蹦

I know today I am behaving very badly. I'm really sorry for that :( But I just cannot take it that why am I slower and why am I slow in everything. I just felt very angry when that thought came to my mind. And when you could do it and I couldn't I felt even more angry. I really wanted to kick your bed frame and throw everything on the floor just now. I was really that angry. Honestly, I was jealous that you could do it and I couldn't but more of it was because I'm angry that I'm always slower than others. But Dear you just continue to console me 2 times in a row today. I'm really touched and blessed. Really. I realised that if u weren't here, I would have just given up or hate EOE to the core. But because of you, I told myself that I have to get it right. I have to get EOE into my head AND I will try to control my anger on this. Dear I really salute you. All these times you always console me and be by my side. I feel so ashamed of myself because I haven't been doing that. I only know how to get angry at you. I will learn this from you I swear. Dear I love you a lot and I just wanna say you're the best :)

MUACKS!

~Your MehMeh <3

Happy Birthday My Dear Boy! :D

蹦蹦!

Today marks the start of the 22nd year of your life :) 蹦蹦生日快乐! Sorry Dear, today I will lie to you a lot of times but I just wanna give you surprises xD I want you to kena stun :) Hehehehehehe! xD

Dear, you told me that you don't wanna put 2 big candles and 2 small candles cos you don't wanna remind yourself that last year you didn't have a cake on your birthday. It's alright dear from this year onwards, you will have cake on your birthday :) But I'm sorry this year you only have a slice and not a full cake :( Cos I'm afraid the cake can't be finished and it's fattening :( Sorry! I promise you, even if it's not your birthday I will still buy a full cake for you :) Just wait for it ok? Cos we've been eating too much fatty stuffs these few days. I'm so sorry my dear! :( This promise will be fulfilled soon! :)

蹦蹦, this year your birthday will be a simple one cos of budget deficit. Next year will be different :) I actually felt very sad that your birthday this year is that simple :( I didn't plan anything for you :( I'm not creative at all :( Sowwie Dear, everytime you will surprise me but this time I only give you a small surprise :( Next year will be different already!

Oh ya by the way 蹦蹦, I lied to you a lot of times just because of today you know. Hehe! xD I'll tell you what happened after you read this post xD Just don't be angry! :P And 蹦蹦 you better don't screw my plans later I tell you. Hopefully you will be a good 蹦蹦 and listen to everything I say xD And hor, I couldn't sleep last night leh. I think it was because of the iced milk tea I drank last night and also because of today! xD I kept thinking and planning the things I'm gonna say and do today and I'm super duper excited! Hehehehehe! I really really really hope everything will go according to my plan and nothing screws up. *fingers crossed*

Happy Birthday my Dear 蹦蹦 <3 I love love you and I miss miss you! I want to meet you now! xD

~Your MehMeh

Blissful Four Days :)

Hello blog,

I just went through a blissful four days with my darling. We just came back from Genting.

These four days, have been extremely important to me. I have looked after her, and she have looked after me. However tired I was on the bed in the hotel, I was glad that I still accompanied my dearling to shop. After the cruise experience, I want my darling to know that however tired I am, I will be there to accompany her to do what she likes..

What I will miss from this genting experience is the amount of shopping that we did, and of course, the amount of chatting I had with my darling during the wee hours, walking around genting. I really felt much closer to her during this genting trip.

I also just want to tell my darling, that I feel very blissful these four days. We look as if we have been together for years already, at the way we looked after each other. Now, I know my darling will miss these moments. However, we also know we have cherished these moments well.

Darling, this is definitely not the end. It is just the starting of our relationship. I look forward to going overseas with you more in the future! :) Yes I will miss them, but I will look forward more to the future trips to Penang etc!

Darling, we rested enough already. Now is time for the new semester of studying! I promise you when I teach you, it will not be as bad an experience as the past. I know both of us are looking forward to it! I love you darling! :)

-Boiboi :)

Date of 8th Months

Hello dearling,

Today I am very very happy! Today is our date of 8 months. Date having 2 meanings hehe!

Dearling, I would like to say sorry that I gave you very little surprises when we are together. I hope today's surprise really did make u happy!

I also had a great dinner at Manhatten Fish Market with my dearling. We ordered great food and of course her favourite.... FRIES!!!!! Dear, after that night, did you know how happy I am? It just felt like our very first night when I asked u the magical question..

But, Its okay! There will be alot more anniversaries more to come. Dearling, I will try to make more surprises for you ok? I just want you to be happy.. :)

-Boiboi :)

Dearling swims like a monster!!!

Hello dearling,

Today, I am so so proud of you. You overcame your fear of water to eventually learned to swim today!

Dearling, you know how happy I feel when you could swim on your own? I dont care how far u swim, or how near u swim. I am just very very happy that after sooo long, you have successfully learned swimming.

Dearling, another thing is that, I hope u can see that when I am teaching u just now, I am loving you alot, and showering you with love and care. I really enjoy teaching you swimming today. Every time you fail in the water, I just want you to know that dear dear is beside you as your pillar. Hehe :P With all these said, I want dearling to jiayou ok!!

I love love love my dearling!!

-Boiboi :)

My Dear Zu Yao loves me a lot :)

Dear Dear,

I wanna thank you for loving me so much. What your mum said that night is really true and I already saw it when we just got together. It is every girl's dream and wish for a guy to love her so much :) I'm glad my dream came true and my wish is fulfilled :) I told you that night that I only understand you 10%. I didn't lie and I didn't exaggerate. I really don't understand you well enough. 90% more to go my Dear :) I learned a lot during these 8 months. Everytime we quarrel, I know u even more. Forgive me when I make mistakes again :( It's just hard to change. And I know this applies to you too. I know you've changed a lot and you're trying to change now. I'm really happy abt that :)

I love you my Dear for loving me.

~Your MehMeh <3