I feel lost :(

Dear BoiBoi,

You know, I realised something. I realised that I will feel very lost whenever I don talk to you on the phone before I sleep :( Just now I was watching my Hong Kong drama but all the time I was thinking of you :( The show very touching you know! I cried until very jialat leh! I feel like hugging you but I can't hug you :( You see la! It is now a habit for me to talk to you before I sleep. 你很坏！因为你没有跟我讲电话才去睡觉！Hehe! xD I'm just joking la, I know you're tired. But all your fault, cos you make me addicted to you :( I am going to punish you when I meet you!

PS: I enjoyed the thai steamboat dinner with you my dear! I feel so 幸福！

I love you!

~Your MehMeh <3

All thanks to my Dear Zu Yao :)

Dear Peeps who are reading this blog and of cos my Dear Dear,

I wanna complain about a few things. As all of you know that the DE results are out, and I got only a pass. Here are my results,

Econs 35
Math 1 67
Math 2 70
Stats 1 66
Stats 2 58
POA 73

The reason for me getting a pass is because I didn't get 40 and above for my econs. 5 more marks and I would have gotten my merit. 5 marks and I can jump 2 classifications. Come to think of it, this system of classification is stupid. It's really ridiculous to jump 2 classifications when u get only 5 more marks. To me, I really feel that it is very unfair. My merit flew away just like that. I worked damn fucking hard just to show myself and most importantly my Mum that I am not lazy and I can get the results I want. But my mum just said, "你的成绩真的很烂！你没有用功读书！" That is what I hear from her. I was really feeling very down and when I thought of what my Mum said, I just broke down and cry. This world is not fair at all, nothing is fair and it will never ever be fair. Ok, enough of the negative part.

The good side of all this is that I'm really proud of my POA. I've never ever gone from a fail to A. I'm really happy about it. And most importantly, ZY made this possible for me. Really a gazillion thanks to my Dear Dear! Muacks! <3

Now I feel that all the crying that happened to me when ZY was teaching me is really worth it. It made me change my attitude and determination. And Dear Dear I really thank you for being so patient even though I cry countless times. You never ever leave me when I cry :) I really am fortunate for having you as my boyfriend :) Also, you will always think of solutions for me. Things like the study plan you have before prelims and the courses you advice me to take really helped me super a lot. Now, I'm aiming for 1st class honours. I'm serious in shutting my mum's mouth. Lastly, I hope all of you guys will move on and find solutions to your problems :)

I love my Dear Dear Hong Zu Yao the most! <3

~Your MehMeh who got a fail to an A for POA. Hehe! <3

Results day

2.08am, here I am blogging about our results.

First and foremost, we do not talk about intro to econs here. As from now, it will be irrelevent.

In my heart, my Hui Tien has gotten a merit. I do NOT care if anyone asks me for her result. I will say merit.

To my darling:

Dearling, you have done me very very proud :) You got an A from a failure in POA. This shows you are a person who can study and produce results. Think of this, as a great, if not greatest comeback that you have ever made, and this has showed you that, impossible is nothing.

Dearling, I am very happy for your results. You have started late, and this is what you have achieved. How does it compare to our friends who started early? I'd say, you have done excellent. Well done and give yourself a pat on the back (but i prefer medium rare)

Dearling, remember what I have told you ok. Now you have known, distinction was so near. First class honours must be nearer. I know you can, and you know you can. Trust me and trust yourself. Thats the most important thing. I love you.

Dearling, this time, we will walk the journey together. No more snowballing. You have your dear dear with you now. I just want to tell you, no matter how much you leave me (at e-hub), no matter how much u cry, your dear dear will always be with you. I will make sure you will do well next year. I love you.

To everyone:

Dear all,

I have gotten a Distinction in my Diploma.

Before this, I dug a very big hole for myself to die in. Low results for A levels and seeing my brother score straight A's in A levels.

Today, I have proven everyone wrong. That I am of studying material and I can match my brother.

Firstly, I will like to thank my dearling, Hui Tien. She is the pillar of my support. She inspires me to work hard in my academic and she supports me emotionally when I am weak. When I had choices which I couldnt decide, the first person to advise me is her. When I burst out in anger, the first person who touches (sayang) my heart is her. When I feel sad emotionally, the first person who cares is her. When I am happy, the first person I hug and smile at is her. I really really thank and love her alot. I hope that I will make her day tomorrow when she sees this blog post. Without her, there will never be such a great turning point as today. I shall dedicate my distinction to her as well as one other person I shall mention later.

Secondly,

I will like to thank my family. My family was the one that showed me the light when I was immature.

My mum - small little advices from her to tell me to pace myself properly is a masterstroke. Even though, these are just small little advices, they mean a great deal to me. Like what Hui Tien has said, I listen to my mummy the most. I thank her for the light that she has given me. Thank you mummy. :)

Ah gong -Ah gong, even though, illiterate, made me realise how important my family members are. He had never lost faith in me even if that worst thing that happened in my life. He believed in me till the end. Words can never describe the faith that he has put in me. Ah gong, now i return you your faith and trust. I have done it and did a good job academically. I dedicate this distinction to you. :)

Ah ma- She only works in the house, cleaning clothes, washing dishes and preparing food for me. Although all these she has done is little to everyone, without all this, I will not have been a chubby boi boi and a healthy guy sitting for the DE exam. Her little chores are responsible for a comfortable life I am living in. Thank you ah ma. :)

My brother - Well, only 3 words describe him. I hate him. He is my competitor in academic. Like my darling said, if I do not love him, why bother posting all these here. It is because of HIM that is why, i have worked so bloody hard, to show everyone, I can do what he has done. Now I have done it. Thank you for the competition. We shall compete more next few years. Watch out for my first class honours and masters!

Thirdly, I would like to thank my friends, namely, Wei Seong, You Sheng, Charles, Daryl, Audrey, and even Gifford. They were the ones who make my life in school an interesting one. Before this DE, I have no friends at all. And they were the ones in school always making me laugh and having fun. However, I did have one regret. I regretted not helping them as much as I have helped my darling. I hope they will forgive me. This distinction will not be possible if I had to go SOLO all the way in DE. Thank you guys. You guys rock.

Lastly, I would like to thank Willis. When I had no friends, he was the one who asked me out to play pool and sing K. He accompanied me all the way during my ACCA period until DE started. I would like to say sorry that I have not been going out with you these months. However, again, distinction will not be possible without your constant nagging before school starts, to be consistent, hardworking, and dont f*** around anymore just like JC. :D I have listened to you and applied it tremendously. Thank you willis. You will always make a great friend.

Now marks a new journey, a new target, a new war. First class honours. Clean sweep. I will be relishing it soon. And I know I want it more than anyone..

-Boiboi :)

Distinction class of 2011