Dear Peeps who are reading this blog and of cos my Dear Dear,
I wanna complain about a few things. As all of you know that the DE results are out, and I got only a pass. Here are my results,
Econs 35
Math 1 67
Math 2 70
Stats 1 66
Stats 2 58
POA 73
The reason for me getting a pass is because I didn't get 40 and above for my econs. 5 more marks and I would have gotten my merit. 5 marks and I can jump 2 classifications. Come to think of it, this system of classification is stupid. It's really ridiculous to jump 2 classifications when u get only 5 more marks. To me, I really feel that it is very unfair. My merit flew away just like that. I worked damn fucking hard just to show myself and most importantly my Mum that I am not lazy and I can get the results I want. But my mum just said, "你的成绩真的很烂!你没有用功读书!" That is what I hear from her. I was really feeling very down and when I thought of what my Mum said, I just broke down and cry. This world is not fair at all, nothing is fair and it will never ever be fair. Ok, enough of the negative part.
The good side of all this is that I'm really proud of my POA. I've never ever gone from a fail to A. I'm really happy about it. And most importantly, ZY made this possible for me. Really a gazillion thanks to my Dear Dear! Muacks! <3
Now I feel that all the crying that happened to me when ZY was teaching me is really worth it. It made me change my attitude and determination. And Dear Dear I really thank you for being so patient even though I cry countless times. You never ever leave me when I cry :) I really am fortunate for having you as my boyfriend :) Also, you will always think of solutions for me. Things like the study plan you have before prelims and the courses you advice me to take really helped me super a lot. Now, I'm aiming for 1st class honours. I'm serious in shutting my mum's mouth. Lastly, I hope all of you guys will move on and find solutions to your problems :)
I love my Dear Dear Hong Zu Yao the most! <3
~Your MehMeh who got a fail to an A for POA. Hehe! <3
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